Thursday, January 12, 2012

One minute is the next...

It turns out my prediction of 2012 is true. I felt like something really dramatic was gonna happen, and it was gonna be bad; and it did...

Monday, January 9, 2012

Another Day

So it's another usual day and the only things that are going on in my life are problems. Well, where's the fun?? I'm still looking for followers so please join, it would mean a lot to me!!

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

The Everyday Life

Today was another usual day. Nothing new, no drama, no excitement, just the same old that happens everyday; dull and gray. So where is the adventures, the light, the color? I wish something could be twisted into the average day to make things interesting. But what...?

Monday, January 2, 2012

The Return of School

Tomorrow I have to go back to school and I'm really not looking forward to it. Part of it is homework and getting up early but there's this big project thing that's really bugging me; and it's not just any project either, it's gonna last for months... The only good thing going to school is seeing my friends and catching up with each other. One of my close friends and I told each other a secret (and she half broke it but somethings came out good so I'm fine with it I guess) so my academic classes has really gotten to be interesting and that's probably the only other exciting thing in school.

I wish...

Sometimes I wish I could disappear into thin air; not meaning to die, but to just be invisible. I want to escape my everyday life and get away from all the problems I have. I wish I could be alone with no other people at times, including friends. So what's wrong with me? I don't know... With a new year starting, everyone sets goals for themselves, but I usually don't or I end up forgetting within a week. So what is there for me to do or where can I go to be in my own world? I wish I can drift off somewhere far away where there are no conflicts and everything is mellow. Everywhere I look is with people enjoying themselves, but I'm sure they are struggling with whatever too. They probably can hide it easy, but I can't. Life is complicated and full of obstacles, but I wish there was an easier way to get around.

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Happy New Year!

Yay, it's 2012! I saw the New Year's Ball drop and it was so cool (on TV)!! Did anyone else see it? I guess my New Year's Resolution would be being my true self!