I wish...

Sometimes I wish I could disappear into thin air; not meaning to die, but to just be invisible. I want to escape my everyday life and get away from all the problems I have. I wish I could be alone with no other people at times, including friends. So what's wrong with me? I don't know... With a new year starting, everyone sets goals for themselves, but I usually don't or I end up forgetting within a week. So what is there for me to do or where can I go to be in my own world? I wish I can drift off somewhere far away where there are no conflicts and everything is mellow. Everywhere I look is with people enjoying themselves, but I'm sure they are struggling with whatever too. They probably can hide it easy, but I can't. Life is complicated and full of obstacles, but I wish there was an easier way to get around.